Wednesday, May 16, 2007
{ 10:37 PM }
feeling abit messed up&upset.
seriouslyy does it matterrs whetherr we r still together as a whole?
4 r wif sum otherr grp&friendd.we r nt envious norr jealous.
but we juz feel datt manyy things hav changedd.
theyy dunn noe it.theyy might hav tot datt it was ourr fault.
is therr anyy use?blaming one anotherr.
but derr real prob is wif them.
okiies.though i admit datt its partially myy fault ferr nt able-ing to bring
them backk by ourr side.
no matterr hw hardd we tryy to bring them backk,we failed.
we're trying sho hardd to chen xiaa quu.
i ratherr nt noe them in derr first place.
making mii feel sho awkward&upset.
im gonna miss a friendd.
he's going overseas to studyy.
he is derr kai xin guO in tution.
without him.its gonna b sho quiet in tution.x.x
&it will b yrs lata datt we will meet.
i wishh datt i couldd go backk in time.